Put Your Big Girl Pants On!

What if I don't accomplish everything in a day?!?! Who is counting? Today, I began with a specific intention, to not get out of bed until 9am and return the sound bar. Accomplished. I took my time doing my breathing treatment and eating breakfast. I had a friend call me and we chatted away without a care in the world to get anything else done. I listened to my mom as she talked about moving and some other news. A girl friend and her prayed for this man who was in a coma from a heart attack and this morning he awoke and the doctors said it was like nothing happened! I did the dishes, cleaned out the sink ;) and got dressed in my yoga clothes..yepp today I wore my work out clothes everywhere and I liked it! I looked cute too, in my skinny black workout pants and blue long sleeve hoodie that hugged my body just right. I felt strong and fit as I returned the speaker bar to Best Buy, which I couldn't return because I forgot a cord....booo I drove all the way home and back again. Oh well I listened to some great tunes and enjoyed the ride. If I didn't get anything else done besides return the sound bar, today was a good day. I had to run a couple more errands for my mom and by that time I needed to go to yoga, so no studying at a coffee shop for me! Yoga was excellent, I am really getting into shoulder work, feeling them move around. I am straightening my shoulder heads and my back isn't as curved. My yoga instructor said her little introduction at the beginning and a certain part hit a truth cord for me today...Yoga is not about achieving, accomplishing anything. Do not compare yourself to the others around you, it is only what you do on your mat that counts, make it your own practice, let go, let go, connect with your breathe...Hello, this is what the bible says too, your actions will not earn or gain my love, I died for you because I loved you, I loved you perfectly. All God wants is my heart, my attention, my mind to let go and trust in Him. What I do is irrelevant, but I can be present, I am really really good at showing up and being present. A bubble bath and a dance party for one also helped me accept and love myself for who I am tonight! I feel like putting on my big girl pants on again and taking on another day!
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