New Look
I decided watching a movie was putting me to sleep so I decided to spend some time on blogger and ended up with a face lift! I really like the header! I love wind, it reminds me there are unseen things in the world. It also reminded me of my breathe, running around the yard as a kid and truly believing all my wishes would come true by blowing all the fuzzies off! Going with the title girl next door, a yard seemed appropriate.
Last night we watched the results show of America's Got Talent. The singing CF sisters made it through! Finally some national attention for CF! Maybe people will stop freaking out when I cough. It was bittersweet though, that could have been me performing on that stage saying what I had overcome. When I was doing stand up comedy and acting I didn't tell people I had CF. Personally I did not feel it was any of their business and I was not okay with discussing it with close friends let alone America! I commend those girls for sharing their lives with others. I just got to that point last year, cue the blog! I also didn't want to get something because I had CF, but I think I did myself a disservice because I didn't allow people to know me. CF was the reason performing was so important to me. It was a big deal that I was there because it took a lot to get me to that stage and ready for a performance. Doing the things we love is what keeps us all going. Some days I still consider going back to performing, sadly, I think I have lost interest in the whole fame game. Of course I wanted to be famous, but I just loved being creative and figuring out how to live in different worlds, being different characters. I loved pointing out realities, shedding light on the ridiculous, cruel or interesting topics of the world. Anyway I did live my dream for 8 years and alot of my wishes came true. Now to figure out my new dreams and keep wishing.
Here is to Ali and Christina's success!! Sing those lungs out :D
Last night we watched the results show of America's Got Talent. The singing CF sisters made it through! Finally some national attention for CF! Maybe people will stop freaking out when I cough. It was bittersweet though, that could have been me performing on that stage saying what I had overcome. When I was doing stand up comedy and acting I didn't tell people I had CF. Personally I did not feel it was any of their business and I was not okay with discussing it with close friends let alone America! I commend those girls for sharing their lives with others. I just got to that point last year, cue the blog! I also didn't want to get something because I had CF, but I think I did myself a disservice because I didn't allow people to know me. CF was the reason performing was so important to me. It was a big deal that I was there because it took a lot to get me to that stage and ready for a performance. Doing the things we love is what keeps us all going. Some days I still consider going back to performing, sadly, I think I have lost interest in the whole fame game. Of course I wanted to be famous, but I just loved being creative and figuring out how to live in different worlds, being different characters. I loved pointing out realities, shedding light on the ridiculous, cruel or interesting topics of the world. Anyway I did live my dream for 8 years and alot of my wishes came true. Now to figure out my new dreams and keep wishing.
Here is to Ali and Christina's success!! Sing those lungs out :D